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tedious
04:10
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(aaahh)
(why is it all so tedious)
Every single day passes us,
There's no sunrise,
All the pain we share among us,
It's trapped inside,
Everything that I thought I knew,
All of it a lie,
Please tell me why.
Day in day out I can't cry out,
What is all of this about?
Days and months and years and I'm still here,
What should I do about (it)?
I don't understand this endless maze you keep throwing before me,
Everything seems to be mindless, will I be here eternally?
Where do you expect me to go
when there's nothing I seem to know?
Why should I keep up my pace when
There's nothing left in tow?
Everything seems to be fruitless
Nothing else here, think I'm worthless,
This struggle appears so endless
Why is it all so tedious?
(Why is it all so tedious?)
Why did nobody ever tell me how to do this?
I'm so alone here, I hope the end is near.
All of it a waste of my time,
I wish I could just get out
Everything will keep attacking,
I can't just keep moving forward.
All of it will remain here, inside of my messy head.
Nothing ever leaves, though I can't find anything instead,
Can't express how much I wish I could turn time back to when
Everything was simple to me, wish it was that way to this day.
Day in day out I can't cry out,
What is all of this about?
Days and months and years and I'm still here,
What should I do about (it)?
I don't understand this endless maze you keep throwing before me,
Everything seems to be mindless, will I be here eternally?
Where do you expect me to go
when there's nothing I seem to know?
Why should I keep up my pace when
There's nothing left in tow?
Everything seems to be fruitless
Nothing else here, think I'm worthless,
This struggle appears so endless
Why is it all so tedious?
(Aah)
Day in day out I can't cry out,
What is all of this about?
Days and months and years and I'm still here,
What should I do about (it)?
I don't understand this endless maze you keep throwing before me,
Everything seems to be mindless, will I be here eternally?
Where do you expect me to go
when there's nothing I seem to know?
Why should I keep up my pace when
There's nothing left in tow?
Everything seems to be fruitless
Nothing else here, think I'm worthless,
This struggle appears so endless
Why is it all so tedious?
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2. |
Intertwined
04:12
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I just wish that you'd understand
Come with me and take my hand
I'll take you with me and soon, someday, you'll see
We have left all we used to be
Everything I thought you'd see
And soon we're left to believe all that decieved
What was it that you're promising delivery to me?
Stringing along thought nothing wrong, whatever may it be?
In the sky, a lie, I never got to say goodbye.
Why we cry, another time, the cycle passes by.
why did we try to fly up high, while all was nigh?
but time told crime and we would climb, align and found benign
When we found what we're looking for,
All that of which that we saw,
Again we've found that there's more beyond the door.
Then, all that was so far away,
Came to us that very day,
And beyond time we would pray to be okay.
In the sky, a lie, I never got to say goodbye.
And we'd try to fly but we never got so high...
The stars aligned and signs would find us defined.
but time and time again we find that nothing would be kind.
While we were free, wouldn't we be free to find the key?
Why would we see it would soon be distant in the sea?
In the cold, we would unfold all that we thought was gold.
What was foretold, would we be bold, would we fit the mould?
In the sky, we'd fly, though find we'd never got so high.
Life was never kind so we tried to make the time.
The stars would find that we'd defined thoughts, made our minds.
But time and time again we find that nothing intertwined.
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3. |
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Any time, every time, I try to find why
Everything, anything, seems false in my mind
Every day, today, lost my sense of time,
Once again, yet again, don't understand why
Every single time I close my eyes, I let go
of all of the things that kept me in tow
Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes
Anything, everything never left my mind
Forever, I've been here waiting for you
Wondering if it will remain this way forever
Every time I find myself inside this void
I can't escape it at all, any more
Every time I end up here again with no escape,
can't take it at all any more.
Where will you go when tomorrow's timeline follows?
what do I know?
I wish you knew what I could do to start anew, is this all true?
Every time, all the time, I try to find why
Everything, anything, seems false in my mind
Every day, today, wasting all my time time,
Once again, yet again, can't understand why
Every single time I close my eyes, I'm losing
every single thing that kept me moving
Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes
Anything, everything just won't leave my mind
Any time, evey time time, I can't find why
Everything, anything, keeps clouding my mind
Every day, today, I open my eyes,
Once again, yet again, wish I could just cry
Every single time I wish I never woke up
crying out for help, I need a pickup
Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes
Anything, everything never left my mind
And all of the time I tell the lie that I'll be fine,
All the times I try to cry out for help,
Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes,
Wish I would, wish I could not see the sun rise again.
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4. |
Everything You Did
03:31
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Day by day I find my way,
Again, again,
I don't know when it'll end
Sunlight fades, it turns to days
I don't think you can see,
what I'm looking for,
the days turn to weeks,
To months, to years,
And I still don't know myself
And I still don't know who I want to be
And you still hide the truth far from me,
And I didn't know who I was talking to back then
And I still don't,
And again, and again
I close my eyes tightly,
And you said, you said
You promised me something I never got.
Take my hand, take my hand
And we'll go far away from here,
Don't you fear, do you remember the promises
You gave me, everything fading into dust,
Mistook trust, full of lust, on that day
I gave you everything
All the lies, all the times
I wasted crying over you,
i'm over you,
no you weren't ever true to me,
betrayed me, I can't trust anything
Any more, any more, any more
And I still hate everything you did to me.
Whenever I try to find, all of the things I lost
thanks to you, because of you,
I don't know who I am,
again
Let it end, let it end
I want to get away from here
All these tears, all my fears
Come to life again, all this dread,
Everything's fading, once again
And again, yet again
I wish you could see what I can see
Close your eyes, close your eyes
Everything will be once again the same again,
Just like how we wished it would be,
Initially, when you took my hand
All those things, everything you promised me
And everything I did for you
Now it's changed, nothing's the same,
And here I am, telling you how it could be
If we went into the past,
And made things how we dreamed
And again we're here, drifting from reality again
But we both know things have changed
And it won't ever be the same again
And now, things have changed now,
And I don't love you,
I won't ever again.
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5. |
Run Away
03:29
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I tried to run away,
I ran, I ran, I didn't look back
there's nowhere to go
so I kept up my pace,
don't look back
I need to get as far away from here,
Fully embraced by fear.
I must keep on running away,
From the darkness that surrounds us
I couldn't get away
away, away, from all the dark dread
I almost gave up, there was nothing left for me here, now
I want to be as far away from where
my sleep conjured nightmares
I will continue running as far as I can away from you
I have no clue where the cycle ends,
But where I will land depends
I need to keep pushing myself to be
The best me i can be.
I wish I could be as far away from the demons inside me,
But as I lay beneath the stars, tears drip down my face, I can't see
I wanted to be so far away from everything around me
I wish I could remember why I'm out here to set myself free
Closing my eyes now, I wish you could understand what's in my mind
Looking at you with tears in my eyes you're not the same, I was blind
I ran away as far as I could, I tried to forget your name
But every time it keeps coming back to me, I won't be the same
Still, I run
Ah...
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Staring to the sky
I wonder why I'm here tonight
Lost my sense of time
And I'm lost here, inside my mind
Lying on the ground, I'm astound
I can't make a sound
While I'm spinning round, I wonder what will be inbound
In my mind I find that in time
I'd lose all I called mine,
Lost, I'm lost, lost inside my mind
Will I find it I'm
out of touch, it's all too much I
Can't escape these fears tonight, why
must I cry, as I watch the stars beyond the storm
Lying, close my eyes
I wonder when the sun will rise
Tonight was in disguise
I see the stars up in the sky
While tears flood my eyes
I feel the water drop beside
While grey floods the sky
I know the thunder cries tonight
In my mind I feel that in time
I'd lose all I called mine,
Lost, I'm lost, lost inside, the time
takes over me, I'm
out of touch, it's all too much I
Can't escape these tears tonight, why
must I cry, the sky floods rain,
while the stars shine bright
Lost inside I
try to find why
I still can't hide
from all inside
I still cry
I still try
Wonder why I
Lost my light
Stuck inside I
Can't find why I
Still can't get by
Can't fight tonight
In my mind I know that in time
I lost all I called mine,
Wonder what this cost defines, time
resigns, I lose light;
out of touch, it's all too much I
Still endure this pain tonight, why
must I cry, the sky floods rain,
while the stars still shine bright
In my mind I find that in time
I'd lose all I called mine,
Lost, I'm lost, lost inside my mind
Will I find it I'm
out of touch, it's all too much I
Can't escape these fears tonight, why
must I cry, as I watch the stars beyond the storm
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7. |
Lost Here Eternally
04:30
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Night after night,
Shimmering lights shine bright.
While we remain blind,
Thought our future shone golden.
What you really mean to me,
I am at a point where it seems a mystery,
Didn't think we'd land here,
The future is unclear.
This isn't where we belong, see,
Things have changed, look at me-
Didn't think that we'd be,
Lost here for eternity
And I really thought that we'd be
strong, side by side,
as this world may divide us
What it really meant to me,
I am reaching a point where it's unknown to me
Not sure what I'd find here,
and won't it disappear
where do we really belong? see,
why won't you listen to me?
didn't think that we'd be
stranded in the sea
what you really meant to me
I was at a point where you meant everything
I knew I wouldn't find you,
All of that which I rue
Lost in the sound of your voice,
Did I really have a choice
and all that's in my mind,
I wonder what I meant to
You
Ooh
What was it I meant to you?
why was it so hard for you to show me the truth?
Thought I'd be beside you,
Thought that you'd want that too.
But we've been here for so long, see
and you keep lying to me
still I can't find the key
where will we be?
What you really mean to me,
I am afraid it will remain a mystery,
Didn't want to land here,
I lost all I held dear.
Now we no longer belong, see,
Things have changed, can't you see?
Didn't think that we'd be,
Lost here eternally
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8. |
Walk Into the Sky
03:49
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Find everything you'd take up,
Time, everything you'd break up again
I've never made my mind up,
Holding onto my luck, wishing that I'd wake up
I've lost all that I'd thought of,
I'll see the sky above; a heads-up
I'm holding onto nothing, wondering where I stand,
Wondering if I'll land
Left to wonder why, the good ones left to die
couldn't say goodbye, and I'd always wonder why
shifting slowly, which path I'd pass by,
wondering "it's a lie"
Left alone here wondering why I always landed just shy
Here I still stand by, we all wish we could fly.
All our shots land nigh, oh, another wasted time
All of us stand together by tomorrow's broken lie
And again I use my mind's-eye, I walk into the sky
Walk into the sky
(x8)
Life never made its mind up,
I've always wondered how to "give up".
Holding on my last threads, oh no
they are hunting our heads, I'm wishing that I could make amends
Losing touch, I've lost touch
oh
please save me, I can't even breathe
You think you know my bad luck,
wishing they would find us,
wishing they could take us-
Howling my farewells, you'd never take it well,
Thought I'd go to hell, oh I bet you couldn't tell.
Every night my eyes just stay open, time seemingly frozen.
Hours pass and turn into years, and
flowers wilt, my heart's fear
hours passing by, I promised that I'd try.
Never quite got why, I would never see the lie.
Once again I'm on the ground here, thought I was oh so near,
I'll bid my finally farewells and
walk into the sky.
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Take my hand, take my hand
And we'll go far away from here,
Don't you fear, do you remember the promises
You gave me, everything fading into dust,
Mistook trust, full of lust, on that day
I gave you everything
All the lies, all the times
I wasted crying over you,
i'm over you,
no you weren't ever true to me,
betrayed me, I can't trust anything
Any more, any more, any more
And I still hate everything you did to me.
Whenever I try to find, all of the things I lost
thanks to you, because of you,
I don't know who I am,
again
Let it end, let it end
I want to get away from here
All these tears, all my fears
Come to life again, all this dread,
Everything's fading, once again
And again, yet again
I wish you could see what I can see
Close your eyes, close your eyes
Everything will be once again the same again,
Just like how we wished it would be,
Initially, when you took my hand
All those things, everything you promised me
And everything I did for you
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NonstoP Oxford, UK
Hello! I'm NonstoP, also known as HitCoder. I produce music using Vocalsynth voices. I like using vocal synthesizer technology in music.
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