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Weightless

by NonstoP

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1.
tedious 04:10
(aaahh) (why is it all so tedious) Every single day passes us, There's no sunrise, All the pain we share among us, It's trapped inside, Everything that I thought I knew, All of it a lie, Please tell me why. Day in day out I can't cry out, What is all of this about? Days and months and years and I'm still here, What should I do about (it)? I don't understand this endless maze you keep throwing before me, Everything seems to be mindless, will I be here eternally? Where do you expect me to go when there's nothing I seem to know? Why should I keep up my pace when There's nothing left in tow? Everything seems to be fruitless Nothing else here, think I'm worthless, This struggle appears so endless Why is it all so tedious? (Why is it all so tedious?) Why did nobody ever tell me how to do this? I'm so alone here, I hope the end is near. All of it a waste of my time, I wish I could just get out Everything will keep attacking, I can't just keep moving forward. All of it will remain here, inside of my messy head. Nothing ever leaves, though I can't find anything instead, Can't express how much I wish I could turn time back to when Everything was simple to me, wish it was that way to this day. Day in day out I can't cry out, What is all of this about? Days and months and years and I'm still here, What should I do about (it)? I don't understand this endless maze you keep throwing before me, Everything seems to be mindless, will I be here eternally? Where do you expect me to go when there's nothing I seem to know? Why should I keep up my pace when There's nothing left in tow? Everything seems to be fruitless Nothing else here, think I'm worthless, This struggle appears so endless Why is it all so tedious? (Aah) Day in day out I can't cry out, What is all of this about? Days and months and years and I'm still here, What should I do about (it)? I don't understand this endless maze you keep throwing before me, Everything seems to be mindless, will I be here eternally? Where do you expect me to go when there's nothing I seem to know? Why should I keep up my pace when There's nothing left in tow? Everything seems to be fruitless Nothing else here, think I'm worthless, This struggle appears so endless Why is it all so tedious?
2.
Intertwined 04:12
I just wish that you'd understand Come with me and take my hand I'll take you with me and soon, someday, you'll see We have left all we used to be Everything I thought you'd see And soon we're left to believe all that decieved What was it that you're promising delivery to me? Stringing along thought nothing wrong, whatever may it be? In the sky, a lie, I never got to say goodbye. Why we cry, another time, the cycle passes by. why did we try to fly up high, while all was nigh? but time told crime and we would climb, align and found benign When we found what we're looking for, All that of which that we saw, Again we've found that there's more beyond the door. Then, all that was so far away, Came to us that very day, And beyond time we would pray to be okay. In the sky, a lie, I never got to say goodbye. And we'd try to fly but we never got so high... The stars aligned and signs would find us defined. but time and time again we find that nothing would be kind. While we were free, wouldn't we be free to find the key? Why would we see it would soon be distant in the sea? In the cold, we would unfold all that we thought was gold. What was foretold, would we be bold, would we fit the mould? In the sky, we'd fly, though find we'd never got so high. Life was never kind so we tried to make the time. The stars would find that we'd defined thoughts, made our minds. But time and time again we find that nothing intertwined.
3.
Any time, every time, I try to find why Everything, anything, seems false in my mind Every day, today, lost my sense of time, Once again, yet again, don't understand why Every single time I close my eyes, I let go of all of the things that kept me in tow Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes Anything, everything never left my mind Forever, I've been here waiting for you Wondering if it will remain this way forever Every time I find myself inside this void I can't escape it at all, any more Every time I end up here again with no escape, can't take it at all any more. Where will you go when tomorrow's timeline follows? what do I know? I wish you knew what I could do to start anew, is this all true? Every time, all the time, I try to find why Everything, anything, seems false in my mind Every day, today, wasting all my time time, Once again, yet again, can't understand why Every single time I close my eyes, I'm losing every single thing that kept me moving Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes Anything, everything just won't leave my mind Any time, evey time time, I can't find why Everything, anything, keeps clouding my mind Every day, today, I open my eyes, Once again, yet again, wish I could just cry Every single time I wish I never woke up crying out for help, I need a pickup Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes Anything, everything never left my mind And all of the time I tell the lie that I'll be fine, All the times I try to cry out for help, Every night, tonight, when I close my eyes, Wish I would, wish I could not see the sun rise again.
4.
Day by day I find my way, Again, again, I don't know when it'll end Sunlight fades, it turns to days I don't think you can see, what I'm looking for, the days turn to weeks, To months, to years, And I still don't know myself And I still don't know who I want to be And you still hide the truth far from me, And I didn't know who I was talking to back then And I still don't, And again, and again I close my eyes tightly, And you said, you said You promised me something I never got. Take my hand, take my hand And we'll go far away from here, Don't you fear, do you remember the promises You gave me, everything fading into dust, Mistook trust, full of lust, on that day I gave you everything All the lies, all the times I wasted crying over you, i'm over you, no you weren't ever true to me, betrayed me, I can't trust anything Any more, any more, any more And I still hate everything you did to me. Whenever I try to find, all of the things I lost thanks to you, because of you, I don't know who I am, again Let it end, let it end I want to get away from here All these tears, all my fears Come to life again, all this dread, Everything's fading, once again And again, yet again I wish you could see what I can see Close your eyes, close your eyes Everything will be once again the same again, Just like how we wished it would be, Initially, when you took my hand All those things, everything you promised me And everything I did for you Now it's changed, nothing's the same, And here I am, telling you how it could be If we went into the past, And made things how we dreamed And again we're here, drifting from reality again But we both know things have changed And it won't ever be the same again And now, things have changed now, And I don't love you, I won't ever again.
5.
Run Away 03:29
I tried to run away, I ran, I ran, I didn't look back there's nowhere to go so I kept up my pace, don't look back I need to get as far away from here, Fully embraced by fear. I must keep on running away, From the darkness that surrounds us I couldn't get away away, away, from all the dark dread I almost gave up, there was nothing left for me here, now I want to be as far away from where my sleep conjured nightmares I will continue running as far as I can away from you I have no clue where the cycle ends, But where I will land depends I need to keep pushing myself to be The best me i can be. I wish I could be as far away from the demons inside me, But as I lay beneath the stars, tears drip down my face, I can't see I wanted to be so far away from everything around me I wish I could remember why I'm out here to set myself free Closing my eyes now, I wish you could understand what's in my mind Looking at you with tears in my eyes you're not the same, I was blind I ran away as far as I could, I tried to forget your name But every time it keeps coming back to me, I won't be the same Still, I run Ah...
6.
Staring to the sky I wonder why I'm here tonight Lost my sense of time And I'm lost here, inside my mind Lying on the ground, I'm astound I can't make a sound While I'm spinning round, I wonder what will be inbound In my mind I find that in time I'd lose all I called mine, Lost, I'm lost, lost inside my mind Will I find it I'm out of touch, it's all too much I Can't escape these fears tonight, why must I cry, as I watch the stars beyond the storm Lying, close my eyes I wonder when the sun will rise Tonight was in disguise I see the stars up in the sky While tears flood my eyes I feel the water drop beside While grey floods the sky I know the thunder cries tonight In my mind I feel that in time I'd lose all I called mine, Lost, I'm lost, lost inside, the time takes over me, I'm out of touch, it's all too much I Can't escape these tears tonight, why must I cry, the sky floods rain, while the stars shine bright Lost inside I try to find why I still can't hide from all inside I still cry I still try Wonder why I Lost my light Stuck inside I Can't find why I Still can't get by Can't fight tonight In my mind I know that in time I lost all I called mine, Wonder what this cost defines, time resigns, I lose light; out of touch, it's all too much I Still endure this pain tonight, why must I cry, the sky floods rain, while the stars still shine bright In my mind I find that in time I'd lose all I called mine, Lost, I'm lost, lost inside my mind Will I find it I'm out of touch, it's all too much I Can't escape these fears tonight, why must I cry, as I watch the stars beyond the storm
7.
Night after night, Shimmering lights shine bright. While we remain blind, Thought our future shone golden. What you really mean to me, I am at a point where it seems a mystery, Didn't think we'd land here, The future is unclear. This isn't where we belong, see, Things have changed, look at me- Didn't think that we'd be, Lost here for eternity And I really thought that we'd be strong, side by side, as this world may divide us What it really meant to me, I am reaching a point where it's unknown to me Not sure what I'd find here, and won't it disappear where do we really belong? see, why won't you listen to me? didn't think that we'd be stranded in the sea what you really meant to me I was at a point where you meant everything I knew I wouldn't find you, All of that which I rue Lost in the sound of your voice, Did I really have a choice and all that's in my mind, I wonder what I meant to You Ooh What was it I meant to you? why was it so hard for you to show me the truth? Thought I'd be beside you, Thought that you'd want that too. But we've been here for so long, see and you keep lying to me still I can't find the key where will we be? What you really mean to me, I am afraid it will remain a mystery, Didn't want to land here, I lost all I held dear. Now we no longer belong, see, Things have changed, can't you see? Didn't think that we'd be, Lost here eternally
8.
Find everything you'd take up, Time, everything you'd break up again I've never made my mind up, Holding onto my luck, wishing that I'd wake up I've lost all that I'd thought of, I'll see the sky above; a heads-up I'm holding onto nothing, wondering where I stand, Wondering if I'll land Left to wonder why, the good ones left to die couldn't say goodbye, and I'd always wonder why shifting slowly, which path I'd pass by, wondering "it's a lie" Left alone here wondering why I always landed just shy Here I still stand by, we all wish we could fly. All our shots land nigh, oh, another wasted time All of us stand together by tomorrow's broken lie And again I use my mind's-eye, I walk into the sky Walk into the sky (x8) Life never made its mind up, I've always wondered how to "give up". Holding on my last threads, oh no they are hunting our heads, I'm wishing that I could make amends Losing touch, I've lost touch oh please save me, I can't even breathe You think you know my bad luck, wishing they would find us, wishing they could take us- Howling my farewells, you'd never take it well, Thought I'd go to hell, oh I bet you couldn't tell. Every night my eyes just stay open, time seemingly frozen. Hours pass and turn into years, and flowers wilt, my heart's fear hours passing by, I promised that I'd try. Never quite got why, I would never see the lie. Once again I'm on the ground here, thought I was oh so near, I'll bid my finally farewells and walk into the sky.
9.
Take my hand, take my hand And we'll go far away from here, Don't you fear, do you remember the promises You gave me, everything fading into dust, Mistook trust, full of lust, on that day I gave you everything All the lies, all the times I wasted crying over you, i'm over you, no you weren't ever true to me, betrayed me, I can't trust anything Any more, any more, any more And I still hate everything you did to me. Whenever I try to find, all of the things I lost thanks to you, because of you, I don't know who I am, again Let it end, let it end I want to get away from here All these tears, all my fears Come to life again, all this dread, Everything's fading, once again And again, yet again I wish you could see what I can see Close your eyes, close your eyes Everything will be once again the same again, Just like how we wished it would be, Initially, when you took my hand All those things, everything you promised me And everything I did for you

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released July 14, 2021

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NonstoP Oxford, UK

Hello! I'm NonstoP, also known as HitCoder. I produce music using Vocalsynth voices. I like using vocal synthesizer technology in music.

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